I swear I didn’t ask for this…
The day I met you, I had everything already planned out in my head. I can openly make this confession now, because this letter is and will be based solely on honesty. Truth is, I can’t stop thinking about you. You drive me insane! Like crazy institutionalized insanity- but only when it comes to love. The way I feel about you is unlike any other, it’s UNREAL! As much as it hurts to say this, I don’t want it anymore; I don’t think I want your love anymore. Feeling this way, when I know I can’t have you, is painful enough. How one minute I can feel like the most important thing in your world and then go back to feeling so alone when you’re gone, just isn’t fair. I need you to be so much closer… I’m starting to get sick of those love quotes I read on here daily on how people are in long distance relationships and how they wouldn’t trade that distance for anything. HA my response to that is: are you kidding me? So, you mean to tell me and all of us on here that you wouldn’t trade it for an immediate warm hug or the chance to spend 2 minutes in the presence of the one you love?!. Distance ruined my love life; there, I said it! I hate falling for someone because the more you love them, the more you begin to acknowledge the distance that actually stands between you two being together. Distance ruined my love life, because I know I can’t have you and I can’t bare to give you up at the same time. Before you, I’m sure I thought about plenty of other things, but now since you, no one else comes close and THAT IS THE PROBLEM WE’RE HAVING! I swear I didn’t ask for this… I didn’t ask to get attached.